Tuesday, June 25, 2013

I wrote an article...

I always wanted to be published.  Our local paper, The Chronicle, published my story on Thursday, May 16th.  Thank you Gordon for your encouragement.
Here's what I wrote...

I want to drive a motorcycle.

Shhh, don’t say it too loud.  It’s one of those highly charged statements that elicits a strong reaction, typically towards the “what are you CRAZY?” type of reaction.

You see, I have had this dream for many years. I had even gotten my learner’s permit more than 15 years ago. It expired though.  But the dream keeps living. It’s my freedom ride dream and it’s a woman’s version of “Easy Rider” – just me on the open road. Seeing this magnificent country in a way I never have before. Also in the dream, I am a rugged woman cowboy and instead of getting on my horse, I’m getting on my motorcycle and riding off into the sunset. Then reality creeps back in. Oh yeah, I’ve never driven a motorcycle before. Who am I to handle such a big machine? And how can I possibly even do this? Especially since I don’t know anyone that rides or anyone that can teach me. But the dream keeps living on. 

Something has happened to me in these last two years. Perhaps it has something to do with moving past age 40 and/or getting closer to 50. I have wholeheartedly embraced these three special words: “Yes You Can.” So yes I did. One day I stopped by the Department of Motor Vehicles and picked up the latest Motorcycle Handbook and studied. I got my permit, again. And since I had never actually driven a motorcycle, I thought it would be a good idea to take the three-day Motorcycle Safety Foundation course held at SUNY Adirondack. It was a perfect place to start and an excellent class taught by two expert motorcyclists, Pete and Rich. I learned a lot as I got to ride my first motorcycle. 

Part one was classroom study where we reviewed the basics of riding, managing the associated risks of riding, and how to equip yourself with the right gear. There is a lot to learn about a motorcycle and the equipment you wear while riding. We spent most of day two on a motorcycle in a cordoned off parking lot specifically set up for training.  It also seems, there is a lot to do while driving a motorcycle. More than I ever imagined. From the clutch on the left hand, to the brake on the right hand, to the brake on the right foot and to the gear shift lever on the left foot. Working all four in unison and keeping your eyes ahead of you - it was clear, this is going to take a lot practice and time. It’s also very important not to look at the ground right in front of you as you will never go where you intend. On the third day of class, we took a written exam and a skills-based test on the motorcycle. Upon successful completion of both, I earned my New York State motorcycle license. Now, I had my motorcycle license but no motorcycle. 

Back to my dream. In my freedom ride dream, there was only one motorcycle present and it was a Beemer. Some people dream of Harleys, Hondas, and Ninjas – for me, it was a BMW. The closest BMW dealer was in Troy. I got my license on a Sunday and I was there “looking” on a Tuesday (it would have been Monday but they were closed). A tip for future riders, if you are looking to buy a used motorcycle, June is NOT an ideal month. All the good used bikes were gone by then. At MAX BMW Motorcycles in Troy, I met Craig, the salesperson who helped me buy my first motorcycle. We spent a lot time trying on bikes - which meant for me, just sitting on them. Craig encouraged me to take the bikes out for a test ride and I just smiled. I shared with him I only received my license two days earlier and I was not ready to take them out for a spin. And as soon as I was done sharing this with him, I found “the bike.” It was a perfect fit and a great match. And then these words just came out of my mouth, “Do you deliver?”  Yes, they do. 

I received delivery of my first motorcycle about three weeks later and boy was I nervous. I actually just looked at it for hours. It was a lot bigger than I remembered. I got suited up with a helmet, protective jacket and pants, special boots and gloves. I live in Glens Falls and the neighborhood streets with a stop sign at every block was a godsend.  I never thought I’d actually hear myself say that. I got to know these blocks very well. It took me two days to finally make it to second gear (the motorcycle has 5 gears). And on the fifth day, I opened her up to 40 miles per hour. Feeling the wind blowing on me for the first time was a truly wild experience. I wanted to secure myself to the bike with a seatbelt but there was none. 

The motorcycle is a complete paradigm shift — from riding inside a comfy 4-wheeled vehicle to open air on two wheels. My rides started to get longer and my journeys a bit further. I actually made it outside the city limits and ventured into Washington County. My friend Pat told me to go into farm country where there aren’t a lot of cars and you can just ride. He was right. I always enjoyed Washington County but now I was on my motorcycle and seeing it through a new set of eyes. My smile was large. What I didn’t know is you get to experience all the smells of the country and the road, too. The flowers, food cooking on the stoves and barbeques, the clothes in the dryers, yes the manure too, but it was all different. My senses were heightened and the smells seemed so much greater and more beautiful. 

I ended up taking a private lesson with an expert motorcycle coach, Steve. He was amazing. The one-on-one was invaluable. I got to ask everything I wanted to know and he helped to move me to another level of riding. I put on 1,000 miles for my first summer. I was excited and was proud when I put the motorcycle away for the winter. 

This spring, I got the motorcycle out of storage and when I took off the cover I said, “It’s a lot bigger than I remember”.  But that didn’t stop me.  I made it over to a school parking lot and started to practice.  Slow maneuvers, figure 8’s, braking, shifting — starting to build the memory again in my muscles and reflexes. I have big plans this year.

Remember that dream of mine? It’s still going. I’ve always wanted to go across country and see this great country of ours. There is so much to see and so much to do. I bought a map of the United States and it’s pinned to a wall in my home. I have started to place markers on it to identify the places I would like to see. I figured these markers will help set the roads to take on my journey to Salem, Oregon for the BMW owners’ rally. I made reservations at a hotel there and have started to see myself in Oregon. A couple of must stop places…Mt. Rushmore in South Dakota, a horse ride in Montana, and many hikes in the mountains either in Montana, Idaho or Washington State. I would also love to see friends and family that I have been missing for many years.

The road trip across country is slated for July 2013.  You should know that I figure if I make it to New York City, it will be much further than I have ever gone. And if I make it to Pennsylvania, great, I rode my motorcycle to another state. It seems just getting on the bike is success and I’m really looking forward to it. I also keep getting asked this question about the road trip: “Are you going alone?” I mentioned my road trip to a client and he said, “Rachel, this has always been a dream of mine and I’m going with you.” He’s retired, just turned 70, and has been riding motorcycles for 30 years. I am excited to have a companion.  He will be coming up north the first week of June so that we can attend Americade together and discuss our plans for “The Roadtrip.”


I like my new anthem, motto and three words to live by.  Yes, you can.  Take one step at a time and you can do anything you set your mind too.  

Friday, June 21, 2013

The Count Down

The count down is on...really. We are a little more than 1 week from taking off on a trip of a lifetime.  Yes, I am always thinking about it.  Mostly, what can I bring and how little can I pack?  Will I be able to ride for 8 hours or more each day?  What will the weather be like? Hot, cold, rainy, sunny? So many questions...and then I remind myself...let it all go.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Dreams...

There are two types of dreams - those you have while sleeping and those you have while awake.  
Sleeping Dreams:  your subconscious is trying to have a dialogue with you. That dialogue takes the form of words, images, emotions - an explosion of symbols and meanings.  Sometimes they are so literal and other times - you need time to decipher.  I find I go through many moments of my life with either lots of dreams that I remember or I am not really aware I am dreaming (like I haven’t had a dream in a long time.)  
Awake Dreams:  these are the day dreams.  My mind starts to wonder and I find myself transported to some other place.  These day dreams take many forms for me…I could be on a white soft sandy beach with rhythmic calming small waves or on a mountainside looking out and seeing the beauty of the mountains with lots of greens and blue sky with white powder puff clouds.   
For as many years as I can remember - I seem to have one dream in particular that is both in my sleep and awake dreams…it has something to do with a motorcycle.
In my sleep dreams, my subconscious seems to say - on a motorcycle I am truly free and it feels like I am flying.  In my awake world, I think to myself could I really ride a motorcycle? Could I really start to take the steps to make this happen?  And then I hear the words said out loud, “YES, YOU CAN”.  
  • Motorcycle Safety Foundation Course to learn how to ride and secure my license - CHECK.
  • Helmet - CHECK
  • Riding gloves, boots, protective jacket and pants - CHECK.
  • Courage and Attitude - CHECK.
I am ready.    

Today, I am taking delivery of my first motorcycle.  I have been counting down the days and hours to this very moment.  I have butterflies in my stomach and my emotions are high.  I feel the tears of joy welling inside of me.  And the best of all, my first motorcycle comes fully loaded with more dreams and lots of adventures.  It’s a very special edition. (Written June 2012)